SWALLOW WORDS.

2011-02-24T20:31:00.002Z

migrei para aqui.

porque isto deixou de ser um blog, para ser uma série de citações e fotografias. e o tumblr é da moda e coiso. e porque sim.

adeus, blogger.

2011-02-19T18:06:00.002Z

Cada um foi p'ro seu lado. B Fachada

foto: vera marmelo

the time is now.

2011-02-16T20:50:00.000Z

2011-02-03T15:09:00.008Z

Patrick Watson, 23 de Abril @ Teatro Sá da Bandeira.
Estou tão lá.

Próxima segunda: Skunk Anansie. Não podia calhar em melhor altura, dear Skin.

2011-02-03T14:27:00.007Z

foto: Malc '64' @ flickr

Era agora. Juro que era agora. Não é estar a ser egoísta. Mas era agora.
I only want you, sweet London.

2011-02-02T23:24:00.003Z

Ruth: (...) so I kept betting more and more, and I just felt so good, like I was living someone else's life. I was up $9000, and then I started to lose, and then I started to feel like me again, and so I kept betting more and more and more and losing more and more.

Nate: You should have been more careful.

Ruth: I don't wanna be careful. I wanna feel alive.

six feet under.

2011-01-27T13:21:00.005Z

"É muito difícil viver sem estar apaixonado."
B.Fachada.

2011-01-25T13:31:00.004Z

you're my vitamins. I like you.

nirvana - drain you

beijinhos.

2011-01-24T12:28:00.003Z

Perdes tempo de beijinhos
a pensar onde meter cada mão
Mas o outro só quer mesmo
é estar contigo, e então?
Vê se deixas a ciência,
que perdeste a noção,
Uma coisa são instintos,
outra coisa é intenção.

Se vais jogar até morrer,
habilitas-te a perder.
Se não há nada para ganhar,
o que é que tu queres apostar?
E diz-me lá tu nesta história,
esperas que tipo de vitória?
Se vais jogar até morrer,
habilitas-te a perder.

B Fachada - Beijinhos

O Bernardo Fachada é que sabe.

2011-01-12T11:29:00.004Z

I AM
absolutely
incredibly
extraordinarily
confused.

2011-01-09T12:47:00.005Z

by Jenny Holzer

Um peso que é um vazio ao mesmo tempo. Vazio. E chega uma altura em que nem sequer sei o que é isto. E porquê. E como. Vazio. Não sei nada. Protect me, protect me.

2011-01-06T20:17:00.004Z

O coração do meu pequenote, há 10 anos comigo, parou de bater hoje.

O dia-a-dia sem ele vai ser muito estranho. My eternal little friend... ♥

2011-01-01T23:50:00.001Z

Oh time, great healer.
cat power.

best of 2010

2010-12-30T18:32:00.003Z

20 years old. Londres. A new friend. Pessoas novas. Coisas diferentes. Coisas boas. Coisas más. Noites de teatro. Noites de rock n' roll.

Happy 2011, everybody.

2010-12-28T22:22:00.003Z

eu sou um delírio do amor

sei que a chuva é grossa, que entope a fossa,
que o amor é curto e deixa mossa...

... mas quero voar, por favor.

deolinda - ele passou por mim e sorriu

2010-12-21T22:19:00.002Z

...and when she left, gone was the glow of blue velvet.

art by Nachan @ dA

2010-12-13T21:36:00.007Z

"Don't go around crying for who doesn't deserve you
Don't stay in silence for who doesn't need you
instead, smile even if it's just to cover the tears
just don't let those blood tears stain you pure white face"

by Daniela Marques to me.

2010-12-09T00:19:00.005Z

2010-11-22T23:45:00.004Z

I don't want you to think I do these things I do
because of you.

blood red shoes - this is not for you

2010-11-17T12:42:00.004Z

culpa.

2010-11-08T21:09:00.004Z

talvez por culpa do dia, talvez por culpa da noite. talvez por culpa das quatro paredes, da luz doente a beijar o cortinado verde e das palavras trocadas nas entrelinhas. sobretudo as entrelinhas. sobretudo a noite, as luzes da cidade, o êxtase da multidão e os nossos olhares que se encontram e tanto dizem um ao outro, sem que mais ninguém saiba. talvez por culpa de tudo isto e talvez por culpa de tudo aquilo que fica por dizer. a culpa não é nossa. a culpa é da música que nos entrou peito adentro e me fez sonhar "shine on, you crazy diamond". a culpa é a estrada, a calçada, a noite, escura, escura, a música como mil facas. a culpa são os lábios, o cabelo, o toque, a pele. a culpa é tudo isto. a culpa não é nossa. a culpa que tu e eu não temos.
"um do outro soubemos que existíamos."

the beautiful dreamers.

2010-11-07T21:31:00.004Z

by Mr. Glaubitz

just like me.

shit happens.

2010-11-03T16:35:00.005Z

it's damned if you don't

and it's damned if

you do.

cat power - metal heart

remember me: special needs.

2010-10-27T12:47:00.005+01:00

dream again.

2010-10-24T19:57:00.009+01:00

Don’t be scared. Sometimes I hear a thousand twanging instruments hum at my ears, and sometimes voices that send me back to sleep even if I had just woken up—and then I dreamed of clouds opening up and dropping such riches on me that when I woke up, I cried because I wanted to dream again.

The Tempest - Shakespeare

meow.

2010-10-23T22:11:00.004+01:00

2010-10-13T20:15:00.001+01:00

Deep, deep inside, something never changes.

2010-09-29T18:51:00.007+01:00

if I was a photographer
I guess I'd make a mistake 'cause
I'd probably take a picture
of you.

Cat Power - Taking people

2010-09-17T22:34:00.003+01:00

2010-09-13T22:04:00.007+01:00

You know you got it
if it makes you feel good.

Janis Joplin - Piece of my heart

mão fechada.

2010-09-09T22:32:00.007+01:00

Em todos os momentos, havia o peso de uma mão fechada a apertar-lhe o coração. Mesmo quando pensava noutras coisas, quando quase se esquecia, havia sempre o peso de uma mão fechada a apertar-lhe o coração. (...) Os meus passos de todos os dias, os meus gestos de todos os dias, tão diferentes, tão desconhecidos, porque aqueles eram momentos presentes e concretos. Aqueles eram momentos da minha solidão. Eu aprendera a tocá-los, a respirá-los, a existir completamente dentro deles.
in Cemitério de Pianos

insomnia.

2010-09-08T22:22:00.005+01:00

I've been searching for my wings some time.

2010-09-01T23:55:00.006+01:00

Escrevo com o coração aos pulos.
Espero que não se note.

Pedro Paixão in "47 W 17"

DREAM.

2010-08-31T00:28:00.022+01:00

last night I dreamt that somebody loved me
no hope, no harm
just another false alarm

last night I felt real arms around me
no hope, no harm,
just another false alarm

so, tell me how long before the last one?
and tell me how long before the right one?
the story is old, I know, but it goes on.

the smiths - last night I dreamt that somebody loved me

A foto foi tirada em Londres, na Abbey Road. Tenho tantas saudades.

2010-08-21T00:01:00.003+01:00

I think my spaceship knows which way to go :)
david bowie - space oddity

2010-08-11T21:59:00.020+01:00

We gather medicine for heartache

So we can act a fool

It's incomplete without you

The silver soul is running through

It's a vision, complete illusion, yeah

It is happening again...

The bodies lying in the sand,

They're moving in the dark

It is so quick to let us

We feel it move through our skin

It's a sickness, a manic weakness, yeah

It is happening again...

Beach House - Silver Soul, a falar por mim.

2010-08-05T00:16:00.023+01:00

I feel I've been the best.

The best of fools.

led zeppelin - since i've been loving you

eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.

2010-08-04T00:39:00.005+01:00

C: This is it. It's going to be gone soon.
J: I know.
C: What do we do?
J: Enjoy it.

Posso ligar um botão para começar a agir sempre assim? Posso? Sim?

temptation.

2010-07-28T23:09:00.010+01:00

Uma vez, o Oscar Wilde escreveu assim:

" O único modo de nos libertarmos de uma tentação, é ceder-lhe. Se lhe resistimos, a alma adoece-nos com o anseio das coisas que ela a si mesma se proibiu, com o desejo daquilo que as suas leis monstruosas tornaram monstruoso e ilícito. " in O Retrato de Dorian Gray

Should I?

eyeswideshut.

2010-07-27T23:57:00.017+01:00

No dream is ever just a dream.

in eyes wide shut de stanley kubrick

when anger shows.

2010-07-26T20:35:00.017+01:00

É oficial: para cada situação, há uma música que me traduz. E o Tom Smith dos Editors canta assim:

these thoughts I must not think of,

dreams I can't make sense of,

I need you to tell me it's ok.

How can you know what things are worth?

Into the wild

2010-07-25T01:55:00.005+01:00

"I read somewhere... how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong... but to feel strong."

Inception.

2010-07-25T01:38:00.010+01:00

"Dreams feel real while we're in them."

2010-07-22T17:59:00.015+01:00

sometimes I grow so tired,
but I know I've got one thing I got to do:

ramble on, sing my song,
on my way.

led zeppelin - ramble on

Remember London

2010-07-22T00:16:00.021+01:00

Londres, Londres, Londres.
Fotografias à la turista, "What?", o chuveiro que inundava tudo, o italiano do Hard Rock, babar-me com a montra do David Bowie e tocar bateria, dançar disco e cantar no British Music Experience, as quatro chinesas que passavam o dia no quarto a por cremes, o indiano do-you-like-me? da loja de souvenirs em Camden, o hot dog no Green Park, a cara de felicidade da Cláudia com o casaco do Noel Fielding, o cozinheiro do Palmers que nos atirava com os talheres para cima da mesa, os pequenos almoços do Palmers, ficar arrepiada para o resto do dia por ver uma obra do Kirchner ao vivo, a rapariga que ressonava, as múmias no British Museum, o barman do Palmers que era cute and sexy as hell, o Isao, os britânicos lindos e elegantes, Camden High Street, as cuecas com o Union Jack que não comprámos, a passadeira e as paredes escritas da Abbey Road, achar que ia morrer com aquela salada picante no EAT, o covent garden chainsaw juggler with a great ass, o Big Ben ser inexplicavelmente lindo, assim como a Tower Bridge e Londres toda, vá, as meias rotas por caminharmos de mais, correr pelo aeroporto de Stansted com as botas na mão e a segurar as calças (com meia dúzia de ingleses a gritar "Run, run!"), e muito, mas muito mais.
Não poderia ter corrido melhor. Até a parte de quase ter perdido o avião foi boa.
Para repetir até ser muito velhinha. You gotta love London.

London calling & sbsr

2010-07-11T16:37:00.015+01:00

Resumo da minha próxima semana. Melhor que isto seria bem difícil.
Porto, Londres, The National, John Butler Trio e Prince.

SEE YA! 'CAUSE LONDON'S CALLING!!!

2010-07-10T20:19:00.003+01:00

WHY AM I SUCH A STUPID HEAD?
Don't answer. It's retorical.

thinking thinking thinking.

2010-07-04T13:52:00.008+01:00

@ ache.tumblr.com

so many people.

2010-07-03T01:02:00.014+01:00

and all the fat-skinny people
and all the tall-short people
and all the nobody people
and all the somebody people
I never thought I'd need so many people
david bowie - five years

2010-06-30T01:28:00.006+01:00

let the sun never blind your eyes.
alice in chains - grind

Fellini's 8 1/2

2010-06-29T01:27:00.009+01:00

"Pronto, está tudo como antes, está tudo confuso, mas esta confusão sou eu. Eu como sou, não como queria ser, e não tenho medo." Guido in Otto e Mezzo

fears.

2010-06-26T14:35:00.005+01:00

@ coollike.tumblr.com

Algumas vezes consigo ver-me livre dos meus medos. Mas há alguns que são permanentes, e por mais que lute contra eles... estão lá. Nesse caso, é mesmo assim. Oferece-se-lhes um cházinho, diz-se Bom Dia e Boa Noite, e eventualmente tem-se algumas conversas de café, ou de sofá. Oh, life.

Little trip

2010-06-21T22:28:00.002+01:00

Oh, hello Lisbon! :)

foto: João Rodrigues

Saramago

2010-06-19T11:16:00.012+01:00

"Parece que não vês que as palavras são rótulos que se pegam às cousas, não são as cousas, nunca saberás como são as cousas, nem sequer que nomes são na realidade os seus, porque os nomes que lhes deste não são mais que isso, os nomes que lhes deste."
in Intermitências da Morte, josé saramago

2010-06-17T18:19:00.014+01:00

There's a ghost on the horizon when I go to bed.
How can I fall asleep at night? How will I rest my head?

Um funeral à chuva

2010-06-16T14:43:00.007+01:00

Saí da sala com vontade de aproveitar a vida e ter muitas histórias para contar daqui a 10, 20 anos. E dizer "que se foda a responsabilidade" de vez em quando.

experience.

2010-06-14T18:10:00.001+01:00

2010-06-13T22:35:00.005+01:00

Falta um mês.

foto: ache.tumblr.com

2010-06-11T20:20:00.006+01:00

"You'll make it through, with another point of view"
- Silverchair

antony and the johnsons

2010-06-09T17:44:00.007+01:00

Quando ele canta, sinto que me arrancaram o coração.

2010-06-08T00:15:00.005+01:00

ENOUGH.

what's been on my mind #2

2010-06-03T18:51:00.013+01:00

1 O Verão (foto by gravitatioon @ dA)
2 Regina Spektor - Soviet Kitsch
3 Antony and The Johnsons
4 O FDP do Maya e todo o 3D existente.
5 Work hard, have fun, no drama
6 Indriya, o café indiano da Nespresso. Ai jajuj coisa mais boa.

zeus = stupidhead.

2010-06-01T19:05:00.003+01:00

"According to greek mythology, humans were originally created with 4 arms, 4 legs and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate parts, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves."

*sigh*

Fim do semestre # 2

2010-05-30T18:28:00.005+01:00

Esta vai ser a minha cara nas próximas duas semanas.

tasteless.

2010-05-30T02:15:00.010+01:00

The food that I'm eating is suddenly tasteless
I know I'm alone now, I know what it tastes like
So break me to small parts...let go in small doses.
But spare some for spare parts: there might be some good ones.

regina spektor - ode to divorce

jeff.

2010-05-29T16:14:00.003+01:00

13º aniversário da morte dele.
What will you say?

day dream

2010-05-27T22:39:00.004+01:00

...and sometimes it feels so good, to be a day dream believer :) just like today.

prince no SBSR

2010-05-26T23:26:00.007+01:00

David Lynch strikes again.

2010-05-25T18:23:00.008+01:00

Lady Blue Shanghai

alarm clock

2010-05-25T12:30:00.006+01:00

Catarse @ myspace

I am drugs.

2010-05-23T00:11:00.001+01:00

2010-05-21T22:43:00.012+01:00

Someday I'll be so damn much more 'cause

I'm bigger than my body.

john mayer - bigger than my body

go left.

2010-05-17T18:26:00.000+01:00

Oh yeah, baby!

2010-05-16T22:47:00.006+01:00

As I search for a piece of kindness

and I find Hitler in my heart.

hitler in my heart - antony and the johnsons

abre os olhos, Daniela.

2010-05-12T22:15:00.007+01:00

true love is:

2010-05-11T21:33:00.001+01:00

leituras recentes

2010-05-11T18:10:00.008+01:00

and I've never dreamed of the sea again.

2010-05-09T12:32:00.004+01:00

When I was seven I told my mother,
To take me to the bay and put me on a ship.

Silver swordfish electric,
I can feel or dream down here.

If the water should cut my mind,
If the water should cut my life,
If the water should cut my mind,
Set me free,
I don't care,
I want to live in a bathysphere.

When I was seven my father said to me,
"But you can't swim."
And I've never dreamed of the sea again.

If the water should cut my life,
If the water should cut my line,
If the water should cut my mind,
Set me free,
I don't care,
I want to live in a bathysphere.

Cat Power - Bathysphere

o 3D e eu. Eu e o 3D

2010-05-07T18:01:00.002+01:00

Odeio 3D. Já disse que odeio 3D?
Ok, odeio 3D.

expectations VS reality

2010-05-05T20:38:00.009+01:00

Vale a pena ver esta cena porque já todos passámos por isto. Uns mais que outros, como eu.

Expectations vs Reality from sleeptalker on Vimeo.

siouxsie.

2010-05-02T13:47:00.003+01:00

A minha diva.

lol.

2010-05-01T22:47:00.006+01:00

são bonitos, são recentes e eu gosto.

2010-04-30T14:14:00.005+01:00

a single man.

2010-04-30T13:03:00.014+01:00

A few times in my life I've had moments of absolute clarity, when for a few brief seconds the silence drowns out the noise and I can feel rather than think, and things seem so sharp and the world seems so fresh. I can never make these moments last. I cling to them, but like everything, they fade. I have lived my life on these moments. They pull me back to the present, and I realize that everything is exactly the way it was meant to be.

sorrow found me when I was young.

2010-04-29T19:14:00.007+01:00

Sorrow found me when I was young,
Sorrow waited, sorrow won.
Sorrow that put me on the pills,
It's in my honey it's in my milk.
It's only about half a heart alone
On the water,
Cover me in rag and bones, sympathy.
Cause I don't wanna get over you.
I don't wanna get over you.

Sorrows my body on the waves
Sorrows a girl inside my cage
Didn't I see sorrow build?
It's in my honey, it's in my milk.
It's only my half of heart alone,
On the water,
Cover me in rag and bones, sympathy.
Cause I don't wanna get over you.
I don't wanna get over you.

what's been on my mind #1

2010-04-27T15:58:00.011+01:00

London
Saias e vestidos
God Is An Astronaut
Processing
Primavera

Credits go to:
angelreich@deviantart
westrags,pt
processing.org
NeslihanBAZ@deviantart

sail to me.

2010-04-20T17:05:00.007+01:00

Long afloat on shipless oceans
I did all my best to smile.

return from winter.

2010-04-17T19:10:00.016+01:00

I'll travel south

I'll be my woman, I'll be my man

And love has no place in here.

return from winter . a jigsaw

Quando a música fala por nós.

when the lord made me... he made a ramblin' woman.

2010-04-16T20:42:00.019+01:00

When the Lord made me
He made a ramblin' woman

There's something I’ve got to do
Before I die
There's something over the hill
I just got to see

Now when I'm gone
When I'm gone and at my grave you stand
Just say God called home your ramblin' woman

But you've got to understand
He made a ramblin' woman...

mundo cão // semana académica '10

2010-04-13T20:13:00.006+01:00

want. again. and again.and again.

2010-04-11T13:58:00.005+01:00

"Entrei no teu jogo, como um louco
Fui ingénuo e tu tão fatal.

O amor é este monstro final
Gostas do teu troféu erguido neste inferno?"

2010-04-07T22:55:00.005+01:00

I am my own parasite.

there are 20 years to go.

2010-04-03T23:20:00.010+01:00

2010-04-01T23:24:00.003+01:00

emotion

sickness.

The Reader

2010-03-30T20:22:00.009+01:00

"I'm not frightened. I'm not frightened of anything. The more I suffer, the more I love. Danger will only increase my love. It will sharpen it, forgive its vice. I will be the only angel you need. You will leave life even more beautiful than you entered it. Heaven will take you back and look at you and say: Only one thing can make a soul complete and that thing is love."

...it's my rage

2010-03-20T21:48:00.013Z

If it's a bad day, you try to suffocate.
Another memory... scarred.
You're at the wrong place, you're on the back page,
you're in the getaway... car.
It's your age, It's my rage.
You're too complicated, we should separate it.
You're just confiscating, you're exasperating.
Think I'll leave it all behind,
save this bleeding heart of mine.
It's a matter of trust.

placebo.you don't care about us

As memórias, o arrepio na espinha. Placebo.

First rule of fight club is you don't talk about fight club.

2010-03-16T14:26:00.010Z

"You're not your job.
You're not how much money you have in the bank.
You're not the car you drive.
You're not the contents of your wallet.
You're not your fucking khakis.
You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world. "

Wooden Arms

2010-03-02T22:42:00.010Z

I'm loving it.

2010-02-25T23:55:00.004Z

no wind or waterfall
can stop me.

(500) days of Summer

2010-02-22T11:13:00.004Z

"Most days of the year are unremarkable. They begin, and they end, with no lasting memories made in between. Most days have no impact on the course of a life."

Com o Joseph Gordon-Levitt, que conheci na comédia 10 things I hate about you, e agora, adulto, está cada vez mais parecido com o Heath Ledger.